How To Clear My Blockage…?
As I’ve mentioned before, I’ve lost my creative spark. My imaginaton…my muse, if you will. I can talk random shit til the cows come home. Or get date raped as the case may be these days, but when it comes to writing something of substance to continue the work I started years ago…I hit the infamous brick wall.
I could write poems at the drop of a hat. I could think of an idea and within minutes I’d have a dozen pages or so written or already blueprinted in my head to put to paper later. But this was when my life was a black hole; where thoughts of suicide, self pity, self loathing and lacking value taunted me from every angle. And in some ways, I miss the torture. This was back when relationships came and went, I got attached and got my heart broken time after time. My creativity was in my misery.
Now, I do not wish to go back to these days and fuck my life up as it stands now. Plus, there’s a chance that may not rekindle the fire that once burned.
So, my lovely readers…I ask thee…how do I rejuvenate my creative side? If you write yourselves, how did you get your drive/spark/imagination or whatever you wanna call it back?
Hit me up in the comments with any suggestions, I’d love to know what works/worked for you!